Midnite

Suddenly feels like wana write a post,
Juz now listen to a song names "someone like you"
D lyrics make me cry,coz it really suit to my situation
Thx for HLY introduced.
Well,he was the past
I should go on but not stop n waiting at here
I understand but I couldnt make it
Suffer when I look at him
Unfriend him but he added me as friend again
Not willing to c him
Juz now fatty told me he will not going to mois
I felt great,coz I can enjoy without him
Last nite heard fatty said he wana bring along his gf go clubbing
I really angry,y he wana do that if he knows that I am going too?!!
But luckily,his gf is not allow to enter d club.n he is not going too
Sometimes I think he is my nightmare
But how I going to solve those problems?
I hate it,never felt this way before
Suck!!!!

蜕变中。。。

最近忙着考试，但脑里依然想着他
他有女友了，两人还很恩爱
我像一只被抛弃的洋娃娃
什么也不能做的看着一切
爱他又如何？
放不下又如何？
日子依然要过
心还会痛
但也许是不甘心
不甘心我付出了一切换来的是心碎
很想像戏里的坏女人去破坏他们
哈哈哈
傻了乜?
他不值得啊~
我不想糟蹋自己
我要活得有价值！
一切的堕落都过去了
不会像以前一样笨
不会再重复着以前的生活
若要我跟他接吻。。。
老实说，我吻不下了
倒不如叫我去问他女友还好过吻他
哈哈哈【冷笑。。】
若我真的伤心
我一定哭得出来
但我一滴眼泪都挤不出
因为麻木了
感情只剩下不甘心
不再是单纯的爱
那又何必呢，
对不对？
曾经我在我们朋友的车哭了
过后朋友来问我
发生了什么事？
我说你怎么也知道啊？【我静静的哭，没出声】
他说，眼睛瞎了才会不知道
但他。。。那个我曾经爱过的男人
 没反应。。。。
是好事还是坏事？
所以，我慢慢长大了
有时候真的很怀念以前在一起的时候
他对女友真的很好
但唯独我这个前女友。。。哈哈哈哈
算了呗~没事了~会过去的！
我要变成熟！！！！
不是外表，而是内在！哈哈哈