远距离

对我来说
爱情里的远距离不是个问题
但很多人都因为远距离而分开
我每段恋情几乎都是远距离吧
当然，爱得深，伤的深
他就是在避免这个吧
他说过， 不是我们不适合
只是遇到的时间不对
我只能说，有缘无分咯
我说，若以后有机会再回一起
一定要找我哦
哈哈
他叫我不要等他，会错过很多机会
我只能说，本小姐我的桃花运很。。。烂一下的
有缘的话我们还是会一起的不是吗？
俗语说的好： 是你的就是你的，不是你的怎么抢他也不会是你的。
只要对他还有感觉的一天，我都会等
等到我放下为止。。。
近来，我每天都很得空
很想赶快做工或读书啊！

突如其来的变化，我抵挡不住受伤了

姐妹们，请不要再安慰我了
你们的关心我心领了
我不想要再哭了，眼睛快瞎了
每当有人问我发生什么事了
你还好吗？
我的眼泪又流出来了
这三天里我一直都在哭
做工也在哭
我忍得最辛苦应该就是面对我妈的那一次
我不想在我妈面前哭
所以当她问起我们为什么分手
我就说他觉得远距离长时间很难维持
他怕等以后才发现有问题会伤的更深
所以他选择现在放手
虽然我们还是相爱
但或许不适合吧
在我们刚开始时我每次都会对他说
‘好难以置信啊，我竟然跟你在一起，
我是不是在发梦？’
而他每次都会骂我‘傻婆！’
他不曾生我的气
不曾骂过我
他总是在忍我的坏脾气
我们在一起的时光都是很甜蜜的
但或许一场病改变了他的想法
远距离恋爱就是得忍
但当在你最需要你的他时他却不在
那样会显得特别寂寞
久而久之感情就会变
就算爱得多么深
他怕的是会伤害到我
因为他懂我会爱得奋不顾身
以后或许会变成他不爱我我却很爱他
所以不想伤我伤得比现在还深
虽然大家都会说
距离只是个考验
但大家都不是他
他有自己的想法
爱他应该尊重他
这次换我来尊重
每次他都让我选
这次换他做选择
我不想要再逼他
就算现在我们和好
感情也不会像之前一样了
所以，我需要时间来平复现在的心情
等我好了，我就会是之前嘻嘻哈哈的我
我从没想过短短的2个月会令我爱得那么认真
但认真就算输了
这个道理我终于明白了
在他伤我的同时他自己也受伤
姐妹们，不要说那只是他的借口
因为我相信他
希望他的病会早日康复~
我也会好起来的

我顶不顺陈玮恩和林永思！！！

超级久没更新了

但都一样啦

知道的就只有几个人

不过还是想发泄发泄

我在云顶工作了3个月

3个月里我做了两份工

学到了很多东西

1     

            忍

为什么说学到忍呢？

第一个月，我忍的是顾客

顾客总把自己当王帝

我说过的东西他当耳边风，还死都要

我帮他们订了，他们才来怪我！

还有的就是，要订的日期自己不要决定

要我帮他决定，好，我决定了想再确定多一次

他竟然说：你是不会听人话吗？

TMD!我火都来了！！！！

是你自己要的！你来怪在我头上干嘛？吊你！！！

接下来要人的是同事

为什么不说朋友呢？很简单，因为他们不把我当朋友

我何必要把他们当朋友呢？

我跟这任男友在一起开始

就得受他们的背后人身攻击

J 对 D 说：xxx和我挑拨离间，害我们做不成好朋友。

（这是D 对xxx说的）

真是TMD! 我几时干过？？我为什么要那么做？

我只是做暂时的，何必和你抢啊？而且我不屑！

又来一个Y 信息我男友：

‘他们了解我是怎样的人，是你误会我了。

你女友怎么破坏我们全部的感情，大家都记得！’

‘请叫你女友停止那些fb的攻击，她害J哭了一整晚！

他可以post为什么我不可以？’

我想说：你TMD! 我从没做过以上任何事，大家的感情是因为你乱说话而变的！

之前你以为xxx跟他走，所以你赖他，但知道是我后，你就赖我！

还有，我写的是Y不是J！

请你不要拿我写给你的status说是写给J的！我是写给你的！！

再来。。。Y 竟然很不要脸的跟新同事说。。。

‘那个她（我）抢了我男友，而且还是店里最丑的’

‘我跟我男友才交往几天就发现他跟她在一起了’

=.= 我没看过那么不要脸的人，整间店的人都知道你们没开始过啦！

（Y 倒追我男友，但没成功）

我在店已经忍了，你们还是这样！

算了，小妹妹就是小妹妹！

2.   

             装傻

装傻很重要，但要在对的时候装傻，要是在不对的时候装，你就等着被吊吧~哈哈

对于别人的事不要理那么多就好了！

3.       打好关系

关系要打好，尤其是跟上司！打好关系的话，没人敢得罪你的！哈哈哈

还有啊，在云顶做工没有靠山的话，很难升职咯~

想发泄的就这样多~哈哈哈

祝大家心情愉快~~~

nice weather EVER!

i feel like long time didn't online....
coz during the day i stay at home,i never miss online...
now my current location at Genting staff quota...
i got my own room but i sleep with my roommate in a single bed...=.=
coz the room i get very...haiz...bad condition...
somehow, we just can sleep together like sardin...
about my colleague, some look like very lanci,but actually they are nice and funny
some look very nice in front of you, but actually....haha
never mind,only few days will meet the bad 1...
i know some new friends came from different place...
included the staffs from another department...
got one thing i must mention at here, our AM are beautiful and handsome!!!
some more they are just young!
not a uncle or aunty!haha
my duty is to promoto the genting hotel room,
juz redeem a deluxe room at First World Hotel only with 3GP, and free 1 more night!
i always promote to the customers like tis,interesting?buy 1 free 1!haha
i met fussy guest,1st time i feel like wana put my shoes in his mouth!SHIT!
even my AM also beh tahan!haha
well, beside of that, i met funny guests too, some of them very cute n funny,
they can joking with us...
arh!1 more thing!got 2 bitch like to make noisy during midnight or the time people are sleeping!
Damn it!can u respect other people although we just a new staff at genting?
i think i want find a job after tis,i fall in love with the weather!
everyday in 'aircond' room!
our room dun have aircond n fan!but it is natural cold!haha~

i get the job...

wuhoo...
my dear ex-roommate always made me nervous during the interview
after we submit the form,she has been called to enter the interview room
after that she came out with a weird smile...hahaha
the interviewer told her there is not temporary post for croupier and others too except for the sale and promotion assistant..
after that we discuss want accept or not?
i said i wan because at here maybe the highest salary i can get is around rm600.
but need to minus the expenses at here...i think the balance will be 300.
but there they provide 1 meal and hostel. some more we no need to use any transportation.
the salary is around 1000.
which 1 worth?
as the conclusion, we decide to accept...but my friend got a bit regret because the salary not like our expectation.
i just told her, just think that we go there to gain experience.
hope i can extend my contract!

RaNdoMLy Post

at first, i close my account for temporary,
i think i want change the layout, but i am lazy to do...
so juz let it be.....hahaha
now i already finish my diploma,but still not officially done.
waiting for result,hope i can pass all~
please~god bless me!!
i tried my best already...
about relationship...it was funny...
we broke up due to some reasons...
k, that's fine...just forget about it...
recently my brain just think about money...
i just want to earn money...
tomorrow i will going to attend an interview at Alor Setar as a croupier.
although i know i am disqualified due to my height and my hands will sweat...
i am going to try it too...
i must get the job at Genting because the salary is quite high
i want to go to Taiwan next year if can...hopefully...
i hope for 2 years already...
i want to buy an iPhone 5 too...
hope i can get it!
for the University...i have no choice...
my dad force me enter UUM
but i don't know i qualify or not...
that's all my life...
to my lovely cousin... TRUE LOVE NO BOUNDARIES.....

random~~

how long i din't update my blog?hmm~~~

recently really busy like hell!!

a lot of quizzes n tests

a lot of events we need to handle

a lot of projects and assignments

really dying...

final is coming some more

never felt stress like this before~

the last event was our class grand dinner

theme is 'Vintage'

some of my friends hire a make up artist to make up for them

rm50,quite expensive, not nice some more...hee

i better make up by myself~haha

nicer~~~wuuuuuuu~~~~

muka tebal!

i miss the moment before February, damn free~
can went to penang~

now~even alor setar also can't get there~

my best friend is coming back soon!

and we can have a chat~

hope no class replacement~please.......

Nvr tell nvr knw

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Wat I knew about them

My college life doesn't like u all,
Chinese friends around u, do watever with Chinese friends.
Not wrong,I am with Chinese friend too,
but mostly only join two chinese in my class.
Except them I gather with,all is Malay .
At 1st, I dun think they are my friend,
Coz d racism issues. of coz not me la~
But I hd no choice to meet them n be friend.
But now,we all are best friend.
Wat I saw on them different with wat I tot.
Kind, but not on money.(boys)
Friendly
Fun
They are not like other Malay that whose I met before.
They change my mind,
Actually we all can be friend even best 1 if racism issues was not occurred.
Hope someday all with be friend but not like wat I read on newspaper .
hope u get ur fren too
actually, we r just a human but not god
dun judge other people with first sight
n dun be too arrogant, someday, u might need their help
that why i love my MALAY friends...
we communicate,we help each other, play with them
study together...
for malay frens who read ,pls dun angry n mind what i wrote
really sorry if hurting u