...less...

dont know y,i have d mood to write in english
since i started my final,i think i such a rubbish...
sit in front of my laptop n keep online for whole day...
put away my books tat i should read...
online online n online...
dun know wat havd i done for tat time..
wasting my time, wasting my money...
damn it!!!
wat i am doing nw is meaningless...
watching movie all day long...
yesterday my brother was in an accident...
he were falling down to the ditches with his motor...
because of dodge a cat...
his hand was hurt...
wat the hell...
my dad was very angry n my mum couldnt calm down...
my parents fetch my bro bac home n i fetch him went to the hospital after he bath.
i dun hav any mood,coz i feel i am useless...
cant help anythg...
my pity bro...sumtime he made me 87...
but i still love him...
and i am nt a good sister for him
i am nt a good daughter for my parents too...
i am nt listening wat they said,tought,scoled...
how useless i am?
tired~
sumtimes i felt no body care bout me..
sumtimes i think i am the extra 1...
watever i think i am...
i should be a better girl/lady...
far away from complicated relationship...
far away from online shopping(i knw i cant)
far away from the problem tat aren't important...
gv much time for my family...