TimE iS nEEdeD

Thx my dear fren.
u r really know me well.
like wat u said, I am woman[ lady more suit i think],haha
i am stubborn with the one i love even he was changing.
I jealous the girl, i wont deny it.
she is so lucky. but wat i wana say at here is i just want to love him.
but seem like i used  the wrong way n made all of us unhappy
i am suffer on this. he was the first i loved .
i know u will say, u r still young, u will meet a better guy next time.
i agree but now, i just want to love him.
sorry for make u worry about me,
i know i am lying myself and damn stupid.
i asked him , who i am for u?
he told me, u r my very best fren.
on tat moment, i heard my heart 'bleeding'...
i know it is the time i give up on him.
i have promise myself, if sumday i am still a single, n he wana recover bac with me
i will accept if tat moment i still love him.
beside tat, i will reject or ignore.
after i hd cried for last whole nite, my heart feeling better now.
but tis morning, my eyes damn pain la! ish~~~~
shouldn't cry de~how stupid i was.
fool by him. but i willing accept all.
i need some time, n tis time, i cant repeat again.
that y i did everything he dislike to make him hate me,
den we wont hv any relationship in future.
am i right?making him hate me, but it will be fine soon.
i will back to the happy 'lady' soon!
wait for me my sun~i dislike raining day!
^^