continue or stop

this few days...we were no contact with each other.
but i really felt nothing even he didn't text or call me.
i still remember what had i told Beh in clubbing when he was hugging me...
i said' no feeling at all,die la like this...'
i don't know it is just my problem or our problem.
i want to try again but my heart is no 'energy' to try.
haiz...what should i do?i don't willing want to hurt him!
break up? or try?
no wrong,he is a good guy, but what can i do if i have no feeling to him?
i just want to cut off the phone called from him,cause i felt bored when chat with him...
what he think it is funny, i think that is childish...
hmm....before and after really is a different person
maybe i should pray for he is not loving me...

recently...i am getting fatter than before...
everyday curry...because no food for me to choose even the vegetable also oily like hell!
i am trying to control my meal...hope i will reduce my weight...
now doing what also no mood...sienz~

new sem!

haiyo~i am back to the jail again!
u know what?i am fat jor~yyyyyyy??????
because of the food at there~OMG!
i dun wan!!!!i wan diet!!!!!!
hate myself become more fat even my darling said he dont mind~
but i am mind!
i dun wan!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i wan thin! thin! thin! thin!
please!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Fantastic nights for me♥

yeah~again~
i went to the club again~
this time was different because i expect more people will attend but seem like it didn't run like what i thought.
never mind...because i enjoyed too~
it is very hard to see Hannah join us to the club...
never think before she will going with us...up to 3 times!!!
i still remember what she said....
Me:'so,u think will u go again after your first time enter?'
she:'maybe not, cause i dislike noisy place.'
me:'hmm...,but if you like to dance,i think u will like this place.'
she:'see first,maybe yes.haha'
after the first time we entered to the club, she liked it...

Hmmmm...why do i talking nonsense at here?hahaha
skip------->
Friday night, when we arrived, there was a long 'line' of people waiting for entry...
and we had to show her our message and identity card because if our name not in the guess list, we cant enter...
well~luckily we got pass~
a lot of table had been reserved,so we just stand at the bar~
after that,we met Dyren Gan them...i asked them to join cause they had no place to 'stand'..haha
just drink for few cups of wine, we went to the dance floor~
yeah!dance like a crazy people~
there was few show girl stand on the DJ 'stage' [don't know what should it call]
and dance, damn sexy~and now you can imagine that how high were we in the dance floor~
after that, they took a bottle of tequila and feed to anyone who wanted.
i got drink some...
owh, 2 DJ from Thailand came to MOIS...
they are best because the mood at there never been low!
n the nx day~
gt 1 ah gua~step on the stage and rap~
OMG!!!u cant imagine that how high the mood was !!!!
actually~i duno how to explain what the situation at thr~but...
my bf came with us...but i dislike going clubbing with him...hahah
because i am like a person who had been under control...not fun la!!!
without him!i really like a crazy people!haha
i fall in love with CLUBBING!!!!

A SHY GAL DANCE WITH US~

CAMERA MAN-JOSEPH TEY [left hand site]

A GENTLE GUY WE MET,MR YEONG!
damn Gordon Ong cubit me!