this few days...we were no contact with each other.
but i really felt nothing even he didn't text or call me.
i still remember what had i told Beh in clubbing when he was hugging me...
i said' no feeling at all,die la like this...'
i don't know it is just my problem or our problem.
i want to try again but my heart is no 'energy' to try.
haiz...what should i do?i don't willing want to hurt him!
break up? or try?
no wrong,he is a good guy, but what can i do if i have no feeling to him?
i just want to cut off the phone called from him,cause i felt bored when chat with him...
what he think it is funny, i think that is childish...
hmm....before and after really is a different person
maybe i should pray for he is not loving me...
recently...i am getting fatter than before...
everyday curry...because no food for me to choose even the vegetable also oily like hell!
i am trying to control my meal...hope i will reduce my weight...
now doing what also no mood...sienz~
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