a sad and terrible dream for me...

just now i took a nap
and i dream about him
i went to some place and met him coincidentally
something happened...i saw he hugged another girl and they looks like a couple
i was shock when i saw this
and i felt empty
suddenly a guy beside me embrace me and flirt me
and then walked to another place he couldn't see
after that he looked at me...
he said:'cry ba...'
and i really cried in his arm
same with  the reality
i want to cry even i was dreaming
i can't remember who was the guy who asked me cry
and i am appreciated because he lend me a shoulder
all i want is just to let him go away from my heart
it is suffering when you see the person you love is loving or kissing or hugging another girl...

all about HIM...

he is the one who take over almost 70% in my blog.
he is the one can make me fall in love with him
he is the one that i cant hate him even stop thinking of him
in reality, he is not a good guy when he is not your boyfriend
yes, we are still like a couple when i am in his house
but we are just friend.
this is the way he treat me.
when we are not hanging out together,he will ignore me...
how pity of me...hahaha
but actually i get myself into hot water....
i am willing to do so...
because my heart don't want to let him go...
last night chat with sisters....
they ask me don't do so
control myself...
i told them....
i am 'lonely'...get what i mean?haha
actually i also don't know what i want...
i asked him
'do you fall in love with another girl?'
'do you have a girlfriend?'
'are you not loving me?'
all his answers are 'no/not'
i asked him to be my boyfriend like before
but he decline...
but there is something wrong with my feeling...
i am not angry like before after i came back from his house
we were not arguing like before
maybe the feeling is become cooler and cooler than before...
it just maybe....
recently...i am getting fat like before....
but start from two days ago, me and my dear roomate went to walk around inside POLI
hope i can maintenance and diet...
LOOI SAIK WOEN....
YOU ARE FAT!!!

Flood at QYP's house~

this morning i went to his house.
and then suddenly rain heavily.
there was only a few hours to take their house getting flood.
1pm, the water is on my toes.
3pm, the water is under my knee..
i helped his mum to pick up their things and look after Shermaine
damn cute!!!haha~but i didn't take her picture~
my arms quite tire and pain because i bring her to everywhere~
dying~~~~X.X
busy for whole day~really tire and sleepy~

1pm

3pm

holidays ended~

time past fast like a hell!
in these few days, i really don't know what have i done~
just enjoyed the moment with HO LIU YEE, YEOW JIA HOOI, LIU YIE XIAN & LIM YI CHUN
five of us are too free~haha~
we played POOL~
ate somtam~
ate cendol~
cut hair~
someone spem her hair~
went for party~
sang K~
and finally~all money were gone~~hahahaha
last night just me and liu yee nia~
i think both of us always free 1~
i fetch her home after the party and then went out again with my ex bf~
i can't deny that i still love him~
haiz~how damn i am~
find something to make me suffer~
what the fuck!
but i really enjoy when i hang out with his friends~
just like our gang~ never stop making funny thing and talking to make us laugh~
last night one of his friend throw a can of beer on me~
and his fate was got 3 to 5 cans throw by me!
as i said:‘有仇不报，非君子也！’
haha!after that we back and on the way to ARAU, i got my brother called~
he was reached at bus station~so ping and me went picked up him~
there was something happened.
he kissed me~
but not long long 1~hahaha~don't misunderstand ya~
i don't know what does it means or maybe it doesn't mean anything.
hope it will not changing anything...haha~
i know there is only a few people will read my blog,and all these people are close with me~
my sister lo~hahaha
i don't know how to tell you,
so i am using this way to tell you.
although this is just a little thing but i want to share everything with you.
owh ya~little GORDON boy kissed me too!!!!love him so much!!!
at the end,i want to thanks jojo for bought me taoke noi ~haha

about him & him

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