all about HIM...

he is the one who take over almost 70% in my blog.
he is the one can make me fall in love with him
he is the one that i cant hate him even stop thinking of him
in reality, he is not a good guy when he is not your boyfriend
yes, we are still like a couple when i am in his house
but we are just friend.
this is the way he treat me.
when we are not hanging out together,he will ignore me...
how pity of me...hahaha
but actually i get myself into hot water....
i am willing to do so...
because my heart don't want to let him go...
last night chat with sisters....
they ask me don't do so
control myself...
i told them....
i am 'lonely'...get what i mean?haha
actually i also don't know what i want...
i asked him
'do you fall in love with another girl?'
'do you have a girlfriend?'
'are you not loving me?'
all his answers are 'no/not'
i asked him to be my boyfriend like before
but he decline...
but there is something wrong with my feeling...
i am not angry like before after i came back from his house
we were not arguing like before
maybe the feeling is become cooler and cooler than before...
it just maybe....
recently...i am getting fat like before....
but start from two days ago, me and my dear roomate went to walk around inside POLI
hope i can maintenance and diet...
LOOI SAIK WOEN....
YOU ARE FAT!!!